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| friday night march madness |
[10 Mar 2006|05:28pm] |
Hey what's everyone doing tonight? MSU plays in the March Madness Tourney at 9pm and kel and I were thinking that if nothing is already going on we would love to have everyone over to watch the game/and hang out or whatever.
Let us know or we will call you anyways!!!
muahhahahahahahahahaha!!!!!
~sarah and kelli
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| LJ Revival Attempt |
[12 Jan 2006|07:46pm] |
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So I've been thinking about it, and I havent written in LJ in forever...nor has anyone else really...not that those of you have are nobodys..but you will agree Im sure its just not the hot spot it used to be!! I still check LJ but there is very little activy, and it seems to me that everyone has converted to Myspace...which, as I do enjoy, I feel like is bogged down with surveys and not much about what everyone is really up to. I mean, I guess for one LJ gives me a chance to purge out how I'm feeling and what Im doing and have the glory of seeing what everyone else is up to as that we really all only hang out on the weekend, while we are drinking! :)
So anywhoo, I think Im going to try to update more often, if not for the sake that it is a good way of keeping record of the day to day business, and its always fun to look back on previous years/ months etc!
Just to start somewhere...I had a good break spending time away from work, without any kind of early morning routine!! Overall the family thing worked out well. I had some stress revolving around the mom, I cried a lot due to snide remarks about "how great other peoples lives are" and whatnot...but other than that it was nice...It was especially nice spening time with my brother, dad and grandma. And really by the end of my 5 days at home my mom came around a little bit and before I left she was much more "relaxed" and let down her guard a little more. She wrote a letter to me appologizing for upsetting me and thanking me for making time for the family and for the gifts, but that it was hard for her not to let her bitterness and the feeling of betrayal leak out. I dont know, I was happy to see she took that step and hopeful it was a step to mending our relationship , but now we are back to the way things were, no phone calls or emails so...that is disappointing. I just want my mom back to be the way she used to be and I feel guilty for the fact that she isnt.
I had a great talk with my grandma as I left town, I cried a lot about everything but she being the amazing person she is, she comforted me and assured me that I needed to keep doing what was in my heart, that we are all god's children, that she loves me, and that she is happy that I am happy. She even suggested that she would love to spend more time wtih kelli and we should do lunch soon. She is great.
when I got home Kelli and I were inseperable and had lots of fun together and hanging out with friends. When there werent any solid plans for New Years eve we decided to commit to going to Sparta to her sisters little get together. We started the new year with Kelli's family and had a blast over at her sisters house, there was tons of food and good company. We made the mistake so often people make by drinking a rum punch, playing quarter bounce, and skip-bo with margarita buckets, switching to cheap champaigne for the rest of the night, and ending with miller light until about 6 am, just kel me and her brother-in-law chatting away. Kel and I eventuallly passed out on the living room floor and woke up around 12. Just thinking about it now still hurts. I didnt feel like my head was connected, we tried to eat, but i was all shaky inside and had to lay back down. Everyone was hurting I guess and even the kids took a nap. We slept till 4! and then headed home. We started to feel normal around 8pm. Needless to say the fun kicked me in the ass hard...and I learned...re-learned not to be so careless with my mixing of drinks and forgetfulness to drink good ol' H2O.
Getting back into the routine of school actually felt good. I got right back into eating regular meals, a sleep schedule and getting back on the treadmill each day. Although it was hard the first couple of days trying to get to sleep and not wake up every hour!
School was hectic the first day, like square one but with each day since then things have been getting better. I am finding more control over myself, what to "freak out" about and yell about, and what to just "let slide" a little bit. I am becoming more and more familiar with the "culture" and how to treat different types of personalities. Who needs to be yelled at and who needs to be pulled aside and talked to. Unfortunately as I am now becoming this way with this group we are coming to the end of our semester and will be getting a whole new group in a week. I am excited and nervous, but feel more prepared than I did at the begining of the year. So overall things are coming together and I am growing more secure in my position at the school, and am coming home a lot less stressed...Im learning how to "leave it at school" as was my resolution to myself, and for kellis sake. Its too easy to bring home a shitty mood when kids piss you off all day.
Well thats it for now. Hopefully eveyone else will follow suit...
Looking forward to the weekend...No school Monday for MLK day...I love Urban schools! and then half days wednesday thurs, and friday! Should be a nice week next week!
Hugs.
Sarah
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dont you hate those days where you know your period is just around the corner and you cant stop eating and you feel like eating everything in site, but you still feel really guilty about it, eventhough your body is demanding you eat everything that you set your eyes on ? because im pretty sure that i ate a sandwich when i got home and i am ready to eat constantly until i go to bed!! ha. gotta love being a woman!
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| KDIZZY 4 SHIZZY |
[10 Sep 2005|07:54am] |
GUESS WHAT I JUST FOUND IN THE LAUNDRY ROOM??? YOUR TENNESSEE SWEATSHIRT....I THINK...IT IS GREY WITH ORANGE LETTERS. I IMAGINE ONE OF THE KIDS MAY HAVE BEEN WEARING IT OR HAD IT AT THEIR MOMS HOUSE WHEN WE WERE HERE LAST, AS WHY I COULDNT FIND IT BEFORE. WELP, JUST THOUGHT ID LET YOU KNOW THE GOOD NEWS!
we are off to tylers football game at the crack of dawn, then to linens and things to get jeremy and suzis wedding gift then home then our apt home then to saugutuck then....back to gr. so give us a call b/c the wedding is at four and i dont think we will hang long at the reception as that i have to drive us back a little bit of a hike...maybe we can meet up with yall in GR!
buh bye
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[05 Sep 2005|10:53am] |
so kelli and i just went for a jog/rollerblade...err...and as we were enjoying the nice sunny morning we started to notice a reoccuring pattern. about from smokeys old place up past jill + naes to the office there were about 6 cars with their back windows busted out. it looked like there were paintball guns involved or something b/c we saw bright orange and yellow blobs of paint on a lot of the cars. another car had been decorated with a grill on its back hood, a grill grate hanging from its antenna and little yard ornaments all over it...topped off with some clear packing tape all over the windshield. I am so thankful that our cars werent hit, and especially jills who just got finished replacing her window from my birthday party night.
welp, thats all, just thought everyone would like to know. happy labor day.
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Take I-96 W towards MUSKEGON
Take the Ludington/US-31 ramp North
Follow US-31 all the way until it literally ends in Ludington with flashing yellow lights
At the bottom of the ramp turn RIGHT onto LUDINGTON AVE
Follow Ludington Ave down to JEBAVY and turn RIGHT (the Mancinos which will be on your right)
Take Jebavy down about 8 miles over some hills and the road will appear to be coming to an end. turn LEFT ON SHAGWAY ( it is a little road on your left at the bottom of a small hill.)
Take Shagway down about 1 mile. Go over a small bridge. The first road on your right after the bridge is GRACE AVE. TURN RIGHT.
Go along the lake road about 1/4 of a mile. The house is on the LEFT, a big Yellow victorian house with a little yellow cottage.
If you cant reach a cell phone the house number is 231-845-6365
Address is: 6263 Grace Ave
Ludington MI
kelli, gender, nat and I are going to leave from Kellis sisters house around 130 today if anyone wants to follow us up there!
LUDINGTON EXTRAVAGANZA PART 2 2005 STARTS.........NOW....ER....SOON!
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[07 Jul 2005|01:05am] |
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well today was rather interesting.
i awoke to my mom saying she made me pecan cinnamon rolls so i rolled out of bed and headed to the house for bfast. it was deeelicious. then later we decided to go to marks cottage on lake michgan. we spent the rest of the afternoon out on the beach playing with their friends daughter who i am sure is the next dakota fanning. we all headed up later and played some cards and then my dad and my uncle showed up. we made some shrimp salad and tots for dinner and all started drinking...duh duh duh....
mark, my dad, brother and jake and i went for a long walk with a coola o beer with the dogs and then headed back up to the house. later around the fire we all were chatting. i sat on my moms lap and some how got to the point of her saying "what do you want from me" and i jokingly said i just want you to love me for who iame. the rest of the night was complete chaos as that my mom and all of us were rather intoxicated and i got into a confrontation with my mom with my aunt as the mediatior...i dont know a lot of shit was said that for those of you with interest i will fill in later but yeah...it was rediculous drama. mark, my uncles partner totally took my back as i went out on the deck bawling...he hugged me and went inside to bicker with my stubborn mother. i dont know , later she was hugging me telling me "you know i love you" and being all silly, and then later my brother driving us all back to hamlin lake. im pretty much fed up and ready to go home in some ways, i mean one second things are great and the next i break into the whole im gay thing...argh. regardless i assured her that i am very much in love with kelli and i have no plans of changing that. so i continued drinking, as i am now and everyone has gone to bed. i am thinking i am going to take the next trip out of here and head home or something...regardless i want to be home by saturday for sure.
i dont really know what else to say guys, i am working on ludington b/c my uncle gave me the ok but apparently my mom is having her friend up here next weekend which i think might be a liiiiitllle strange. i will figure that shit out tommorow, otherwise we might want to check out some other hotel like options...it blows...god i want to go home....NOW! Ahhhh that sounds mean i love my family but theres just to much drama right now and im the only one left up drinking and it sux.
ill keep yall informed.
pray for me.
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[19 May 2005|10:11pm] |
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So today we woke up early and headed over to my uncles to take care of Elvis. We lounged around, did some laundry, assessed the food supply and then ran around the mall looking for work pants for kelli. She took off for work and I watched MTV's Next...it was all homos so I was rather entertained. Getting to work takes a lot longer from here, I forgot about traffic and was about 10 minutes late. Work was alright, apparently our cooks dont understand how to cook steaks b/c everyones were coming out raw when they were suppposed to be much more cooked. As a result the manager comp-ed off 20 bucks from one of my tables. Luckily they were cool but only tipped me off of the lesser amount. Regardless I only had to work for like 4 hours and made about 40 some bucks. So now I am just sitting here, oddly enough I got out before kelli. It was funny, I was calling kel when i got out of work and nini answered the phone, i was like,,,,hmmmm...nini??? and tried to play it off like I knew what was going on, I was like are you with kelli? she told me she was at her apt. i was like...well thats odd, my phone says Im talking to baby bear...oh well...at least i got to say hello!! ha ha.
Well I believe Gender and Nat are on their way over to have a couple of brews and visit for a bit. I have tomorrow off and all I have to do is go to biolife at 5 for a physical and maybe a donation....im not sure what i want to do. But regardless, and this is up in the air, maybe everyone can come hang out here tomorrow night since i dont have to work till 4 on saturday. Ill let you all know!
have a good night!
beanie
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| right on...well one year less... |
[11 Apr 2005|07:54pm] |
You Are 22 Years Old |
22
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
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[07 Apr 2005|02:46pm] |
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BEST DRINKING STORY EVER, a (purportedly) true story from Port
Orange, Florida.
Recently a routine police patrol parked outside a local neighborhood bar.
Late in the evening, the officer noticed a man leaving the bar so
intoxicated that he could barely walk. The man stumbled around the parking
lot for a few minutes with the officer quietly observing.
After what seemed an eternity and trying his keys on five different
vehicles, the man managed to find his own car which he fell into.
He was there for a few minutes as a number of other patrons left the bar
and drove off.
Finally he started the car, switched the wipers on and off (it was a dry
night), flicked the hazard flasher on and off, tooted the horn, and then
switched on the lights.
He moved the vehicle forward a few inches, reversed a little, and then
remained stationary for a few more minutes as more patrons left in their
vehicles. At last he pulled out of the parking lot and started to drive
slowly down the street. The police officer, having patiently waited all
this time, now started up his patrol car, put on the flashing lights,
promptly pulled the man over and carried out a breathalyzer test. To his
amazement, the breathalyzer indicated no evidence of the man having
consumed no alcohol at all!
Dumbfounded, the officer said, "I'll have to ask you to accompany me to
the Police Station. This breathalyzer equipment must be broken."
"I doubt it," said the man, "Tonight, I'm the designated decoy.
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kiki? where did you go?
thanks for calling...now get your fine ass to gr now that you are in michgan.
where is kiki
where is kiki
i-dont-know
i-dont-know
da dee da dee da dee
da dee da dee da dee
ding ding dong
ding ding dong!
gbye
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| this is what was going on about this time last year////what were you doiiiing? |
[20 Jan 2005|05:33pm] |
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Thursday, January 22nd, 2004
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10:32a - yahoo-im not in fruitport today
So last night i went to class and ran from my class to my car in the freezing cold, i almost died because I havent ran in so long. I probably looked like an idiot running across campus but it was sooo COLD! So once I gathered myself after wheezing like kiki does when she laughs too hard I headed home and started making dinner.
Jill and I made super-duper chicken fajitas and I made her watch the Bachelorette-ha.ha. But how can you not get addicted to that-right? I like it. When Amy got home she asked if we watched the new Newlyweds and I was so pissed because I didn't know it was on...however Jill quickly mocked me like I did to her about the RR/RR finale...IT WILL BE ON LIKE 400 TIMES in the passing weeks. hee.hee.so true.
So the rest of the night I watched the little radar picture and crossed my fingers that Fruitport Middle School would close for today. I kept waking up all night, and at one point i ended up waking Jill up telling her that my room didnt "look right"? it was weird. I hate it when you wake up in the middle of the night and all of the lights from your various electronics make it seem bright like my computer speakers, the vcr clock, my cell phone charging etc. So I eventually got over it by covering up some of the little lights and turnig stuff off. Then later I woke up and thought we were in a "lock-down" like at a school where you hide in a room because the school is under a gun-attack. weird. and no i wasnt drinking or doing any kind of perscriptive drugs last night. It must have been something in the chicken!
I woke up at 630am wide awake and checked the TV...the first thing i see???
FRUITPORT SCHOOLS: CLOSED! the first one, can you believe that, out of all of the names. so i of course bounced around to tell Jill my exciting news and forced myself to watch the rotation again just to make sure I wasnt dreaming!!! I finally rested for a little while longer until she had to leave for work.
So now I am killing time before class at 1pm which is downtown. HOpefully the roads arent too bad. I cant wait for 6pm because that means all I have left for school is tomorrow am and i am done for the weekend! yes! what is going on this weekend anyway?
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| these are fun briN |
[17 Jan 2005|04:40pm] |
Your Boobies' Names Are: The Blind Melons
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Your Porn Star Name is: Sweetest Sin
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Pieces of Me by Ashlee Simpson |
"Fall, with you I fall so fast
I can hardly catch my breath
I hope it lasts"
In 2004 you fell in love. Let's hope it lasts.
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| last day |
[08 Dec 2004|11:55am] |
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so today is my last day as the student teacher...its pretty sad...and strange. Im sure i will wake up tomorrow morning in a panic thinking I am late for school, and it is weird to think that everyone will go about their way without me. I have recieved some very loving words and gestures today...one student drew this huge picture of me as a gift that i will be passing along to my mom to frame as im sure she would like it for their house. Personally I love the drawing but think it would be a little strange to hang up a picture of myself in my apartment. But anyway...only a couple hours till I pack up and head home.
i am so sleepy today with bad cramps...im so "menstural" today. my goals for the afternoon include...maybe picking up a big chocolate candy bar on the way home, throwing on some sort of sweatshirt/pants ensemble, passing out, then going to kellis game...ps i would love company if anyone wants to go. thursday i have nothing to do till 530 then i gradumatater. dinner then maybe bar? Then i sleep in friday too, and go to work at 4. time to make some money before the holiday and hopefully ill get some loot from the fam tomorrow night!
so hope everyone has a good day and passes along the love to those around you!!! nice words=nice days!
love to all
bis
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[07 Dec 2004|05:31pm] |
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SCRATCH THE IDEA ABOUT THE BOB...NOW I DONT EVEN KNOW WHERE MY FAMILY IS GOING...HOWEVER I WILL BE SURE TO MEET UP WHEREVER EVERYONE IS GOING AFTER I HAVE A FAMILY ORIENTED DINNER....YES. KEEP ME INFORMED AS TO THE PLANS...ILL BE DONE AROUND 10 OR 11 IM GUESSING. SORRY FOR THE INCONVIENENCE, WE WILL NOW RETURN YOU TO YOUR REGULAR PROGRAMING....BEEEP.
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DEAR FRIENDS,
THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR YOUR REPLIES TO MY POST...IT WARMS MY LITTLE HEART RIGHT UP...EVEN IN THIS CHILLY WEATHER! SERIOUSLY THOUGH ITS REALLY REALLY NICE TO KNOW WHAT A NICE GROUP OF PALS I/WE HAVE! I LOOOOOOUUUUUUVVVVVVVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH AND AM READY FOR THIS WEEK TO BE OVER SO WE CAN GET TOGETHER YEAH YEAH YEAH! ONLY TWO MORE DAYS TILL FRIDAY! HOOOORAH!
THANKS AGAIN.
BEANIE/BIS/KIS ETC. ETC.
OH AND MISS BIS.
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[29 Nov 2004|01:14pm] |
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first of all..
i would just like to say that im completely sick of this fucking apt. complex. i had a total fo 8 people over here tonight...we were listening to the flaming lips and i get this slip that says that the radio was loud...a noise complaint at fucking 1145.....jesus fucking christ...it is friday nite...give me a break..im ready to move outta this got damn apt. i mean i would understand if there wer a shitload of poeple here causesing a ruckas but come on get real. i hate this shit...i cant even have a few friends over to watch moives and listen to music..we were totally low key and i get written up....gooooooooooooood....bullshit. im pissed and want out of this place..im sure its that fucckin bitch upstairs...ugh...i wish i had the balls to kick her ass. whateve...the uuuuse. im drunk and tired. peace out. bis.
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